Still packaged up catheter and vacuum line. My life has been a series of ups and downs, but mainly downs up until 18 months ago, when I found Transliving International, and with their help and the friends I made at the monthly events, Helped me to confirm the direction I wanted and needed my life to go in. So here we go, I told this story to my friend Emmy who asked some probing questions, but I have tried to be as honest as possible, and a lot of this I know find hard to talk about, as parts of my past were very painful. So where do I start, and as Emmy would say at the beginning. I was always wanting to join in the games that the girls were playing, I also enjoyed it more being in the company of girls as they seemed to have a softer, more pleasant nature.